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saxappeal90
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Name: Laura
Country: United States
Metro: Moscow
Birthday: 8/7/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Being a superhero. Pretty much i save the world and silly things like that. The universe hasnt needed me yet, but from my cardboard box im sure they'll want me someday.
Expertise: Super-hero hobo with an attitude. (plus i work in the government alien conspiracy dun dun dun! keep it secret though im undercover. Damn im a bad undercover cop)
Occupation: Government
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  saxappeal90
MSN: stitch3000@hotmail.com
Member Since:
2/12/2005
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| It seems that my life gets good to a point. When I am with my friends I can forget anything that happens at home. Mostly it happens between my parents and my brother, but they like to take their anger at him and pile it on me because I'm still living at their house and I still have to ask their permission to do things.
Sometimes I can't wait for college.
Then I think about everyone who I'm going to lose.
Maybe there is a god. and he is punishing me for not believing. but whenever i open up to him, he ignores.
why cant i just have some peace? | | |
| Sometimes my darker side comes out. Whether it is provoked or unprovoked.
This evening it was provoked, though I am almost positive that I am being completely irrational. I don't want to share what happened, because I would never be able to look at anyone without feeling ashamed of my pitiful, ignorant self.
Sometimes I fear what I can become. If I didn't keep a tight leash on my darker side, I fear that I would become something that no one should ever be. I don't know how long I can hold everything in.
But I'll never stop trying. | | |
| RAWR!!
Stupid xanga, it totally deleted my entry.
Basically..... I get off of being grounded soon, we won my soccer game (3-2), Tamara's party is soon!!!!!!!
Love, Laura | | |
| Hey EVERYONE!
Happy Birthday to:
Scott Schroeder 6/9
Jamie Saiberlich 6/10
Brett Baldauf 6/13
I love all of you!
I'm thinking of all of my amazing friends back in fondy even though im in cali. I hope you all get your post cards. :P
Byee!!!
Cya on the 21st! | | |
| I close my eyes and let feel the crimson tears stain my ivory skin. I feel the rush of pain, joy, and weightlessness. I feel the wet droplets slide down my arms. I open my eyes and look at the fading scars, then at the fresh cuts and realize...
this is what I do to know I'm alive.
This isn't hell
just keep telling yourself that.... | | |
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